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If you blended 1950's cinema and 80's Pop culture with sprinkles of the Tony Hawks Video Franchise you would spawn me someone who is just a random ass chracter but for the most part my personality is dangerous along with my interests. Its like walking into Urban Outfiiters in like early 2012 and your just trying to see what all the hype is about with two door cinema club and become a fan of the first album becuase it really encapculates that time.My first two years of High School were innocent and then by my Jr year my ego took over mostly throwing partys for my small highschool cattalpulting me into a spiral of drugs from the help of my parents which led to thier split and for me well nothing to stand on when all the drugs were out. During that time It I guess from all the drug it turned me into a better person from all the lessons it came with but none the less dont do drugs kids stay in school go to college expirement a little create a familly and die fufilled. At the time of my life where I guess im pursing tranquility in creating a beautiful familly with my wonderfull wife so thats the goal theese days is to cemment myself into a carreer which is more suited for me and continuing building from thier.
I think this all dates back when I was a child... the imagery and also the way it looks espically in older films,back then they made smoking "look cool". Started my cig journey in highschool my neighboors who were more on the "redneck" side primarly showed me how to proplerly smoke a ciggarette and not to inhale the damn thing like a fucking joint. I guess from that point I was smoking ciggarettes they just went naturaul with how I went with my daily life went through numerous brands and flavors through the years,every smoker I come across has thier distict brand they smoke like some love the flavors of "Camel 99's" "Newports" Marlboro Lights" and even the rare "Virginia Slims" but for me I have stuck with the "Marlboro Black Reds" this is my favorite to indulge in since it packs the right amount of flavor for me and packs the perfect punch for me.
So this became habit for me in 2013 and has been ever since and dont think of putting it down untill my health demands me too, as ignorant as this sounds this is the truth.Vapes and other methods of taking in tobacco have been popular and dont seem to interest me at all they just dont capture the essence of smoking a real ciggarette.Honestly I love the smell of these damn things too as weird as that sounds I think there is some comfort to it I mean the only human being I was around as a child who was smoking was my bigger brother and he was honestly a big infleunce on my life. So many reasons to enjoy them and one my favorite ways funny enough is while dropping a duece lmao I mean its a laxacitive so they kinda come in clutch It was some time ago that I visited my wifes grandparents and was able to smoke all day long inside thier trailer which gave way to a unique expierience.
My body gets tired and then energized its like some type of energy is field is messing with me!!??? SkITZO type of entry we have going on but oh well its all apart of my aesthetic right so lets us continue walking through this little section of my brain that is just slop at this point that I am providing for you. Work is going by smooth constantly learning here so all in all its going okay I guess. Full network scan of the facility is nice this is giving me so many ideas and then i never execute them story of my life. I think getting in the swing of things when it comes to theese little entrys is essential
2008 what a year for me and I dont know why I keep thinking of this time well I kinda of do something about that time really stuck with me I just can remember starting off that year on a good note with always attched to my Nintendo DS lite I received for christmas in 2007 and I remember wanting a nintendo wii but instead got that which I did not mind I was always playing zelda and the phantom hour glass most of the time. I had a COMPAQ PC in my room at the time it was running windows xp at the time haha and remember being stuck on a certain level on zelda and having to look up a guide on a website back then to get me through its crazy becuase I remember that exact weekend my aunt stayed over with us which is so bizzare thinking back on it haha. I was in 5th grade sometimes skimming through myspace there was a time when my cousin had "A PUNK" By vampire weekend as her profile song on her profile and knowing I was listening to a really good song that I soon would be obssesed with. That first album by vampire weekend was another reason why I just loved that year I spent so much time listening to that album and even on summer days after summer school when MTV would still play music videos but only for a short period.This time in my life was a big transition into who I really am today the whole thing had to do with it the ups and the downs with that year,the housing market crashed the war on terror was still a thing but I didnt give a shit I was 10 enjoying what I had around me and just thinking back on it is just wild.The last like 2 months of 5th grade year were amazing it was always just days of constantly doing work on our laptops that would get delievered in these big metal carts. These laptops were checked out to us like library books and just we would have a blast on these computers it was truly such a fun time messing around. My friend at the time Stone and I became really close that time we shared an interest in guitar hero and all the songs we learned from that video game we would also hangout with eachother at this place called the youth center inside luke afb.Note that I grew up a military kid and a big chunk of my aldolocents was spending time at that air force base many many memories are associated with that place so its wild to think that those days are over. Anywho may came along and it just made me even more excited since my birthday was on the last day of school and it was like that for a while I loved the last day of school mainly becuase it was my birthday and just made the whole expierence much more greater lol my father came into my classroom dressed up in his military uniform and came to pick me up from school that day. He picked me up becuase I had a doctors appointment on base I fucking locked my dads in the truck that day but I guess it all worked out mom dad and I ended up heading to the movie theaters that night and watched indiana jones and the kingdom of the crystal skull which was a good time then after all that I was dropped off at my grandmas to sleep over for the night to be picked up that next moring to head to california with my cousin christina.That weekend was great jam packed weekend we did so much we celebrated my birthday along with my cousin danielle she was turning 18 and ya boy was turning 10 i think but yes i remember really enjoying that weekend it was just filled with unique ass vibes its kinda hard to explain but overall cool shit.
Wish I was more attractive lolololol ugly boy I think im going to hard on myself I guess im handsome ðŸ˜
8-21-26
Awww shit here we go again. Ya boy is evolving and scratching his way through these days not letting my mind slip away. still getting comfortable with working at my job so much to learn and so many people to help its not a bad just I overthink things. Im always worried of what people think of me but also I need to learn to let that shit go becuase sometimes it just gives me anxiety all around. Not good for my soul going foward also I need to get out of that head space becuase its giving me no motivation to do anything its like theres this invisible force field around me.Handling more advanced tickets tho at work is nice espically with all the learning that comes with it overall im strategizing daily tasks to keep myself more effiecient its what is needed in theese times.
8-29-26
I fucked up—or at least let's say I’ve been fucking up, and it feels like it will always be this way. I am no stranger to sabotaging myself and everything that comes with it. I believe I inherited the bad genes from both of my parents, and the sins of my parents still affect me to this day. It really does suck that I came from nothing because it just makes this living part really tough for me. I just hope I can figure it all out, make some money, and be in a position where I can tell people to fuck off from time to time. I'm not sure exactly what I mean, but I just want things to be different and to finally pan out for the better. I feel like I sound like a fucking schizo tweak, because right now, I fucking am.
The dinner was amazing tonight I grilled up some burgers the wife took control of the sides and my mother cutt the necessasary compoenets for the burgers anywho we had a blast birdie also got her own burger after dinner ya boy cracked open a brewskie it was a 40 but the corona version popped two pieces of lime and sprinkled some tajin and the rest is history currently buzzed just listening to some tunes and bassicaly relaxing and just trying not to worry and just be ready for whatever comes next and totally embrace the fate that comes my way I hope everyone knows my heart is in the right place and im doing my best to be a good man.
8-31-26
I share too much information and need to stop espically with people I really dont know but this has always been a issue with me becuase it just makes me target and if something ever comes up im an easy kill shot for them. They want to kill me but that cant im sure this is true in all angles since its the last day of august the weather is demanding it to downpour in the valley causing major floods and disruptances around espically here at work. I arrived to the maintence man bill saying that our internet was down all this was just a simple power cycle to our UPS for our servers so once I arrived it was an easy fix then after making sure everyone has a stable connection. Not too shaby this morning along with some other tickets that came on our radar.
The talk with my manager went well so thats all blown over and keep just moving foward im in the wrong in all of this and just glad we are all good I cant loose my job... at least from this whole thing I know that im being watched more than ever go figure!? not sure how to feel but I know I Need to not think about it too much all i know is that im the only one that has my back. I dont even know what im talking about but again who knows most of the time : - )
9-1-26
New music keeps me going and holds me tight its what truly makes me feel grounded and okay with my so life. I am not good at explaining or even spelling but yeah my mind is all over the place with everything we woke up at 6am and then left out the door by 6:12am how nice right but yeah here at work now I believe we clocked in at around 6:30am and now just chilling in the office alone which I dont mind I like it.At 8 this morning I need to assist one of the body shop techs and this guy is pretty chill you can tell he is a crazy mother fucker his name is Nathan Suva he is in his mid 40's a rough around the edges person always listening to ozzy and judas priest. someone I can get a long with mainly becuase he doesnt take life so seriously ive noticed I dont get a long with people who have shit stuck up thier fucking ass dont know why but we always fucking butt heads.
Spending lunch in the diner LOLOLOL Fake and gay we chilling just adding some random shit to this website listening to some death grips xD
9-2-26
All surface level going foward and lets hope it stays that way but also shit man this world is out to get you one way or another people will use what ever you share with them to thier advantage espically in work enviroments shit is shitty. Right now going into my 6th month of working here at Bill Luke Ive realized that there is this lingering action to take the supervisor position and as of right now my boss Francisco is thinking of aquiring a job with Tesla where he will be making more money which i dont blame him but also leaves the postion open and I just fucking hope I am able to secure that fucking place becuase as of right now in my life I need some type of recognition or if i dont then i fucking dont I just want a fucking break but again do i even deserve anything in that regard. Probbally not with how things have been playing out its just hard not to think of the bad in my life espically when im the only one working I honestly wish my wife can get over her sickness I mean both incomes would make things a little easier.
Hopefully I have more to add im just at a standstill with my mind... on the 4th we have our team pot luck so thats exciting I guess makes the friday more rapid and hopefully it doesnt drag going to be sharing my desk with my other super visor hopefully he doesnt have a stick up his ass becuase this fucker is most of the time stuck up and honestly over it. I know I shouldnt let it bother me but it fucking does lol I gotta just keep my head held up high after that fucking blow up on my end to my boss and now I have a bigger target on my back more like the target is aimed right on my face ) x just thiking about this makes me to fucking get fucked up.
My Linux journey started in 2023, I believe—I could be wrong, but more or less, I am learning every day about this operating system through simple trial and error. What’s cool about Linux is that it is lightweight; it doesn't clog your system with unnecessary apps or programs that make your machine run like dog shit. I got my first Lenovo laptop from my brother-in-law, who had no use for it. It came pre-loaded with Windows 11, and I noticed it had about 8GB of RAM and a 250GB SSD. That wasn't too bad for a little laptop. I did some research and purchased a 16GB Crucial RAM module. It was my first time ever installing RAM into a laptop, so it was great practice. Oh yeah, I also installed a 2TB SSD as well. Once I installed Linux, this thing was blazing—and it still is to this day.
I currently have Pop!_OS installed and have been using it for about two years now. I can safely say I know how to navigate the file system; I'm not scared of the terminal and actually use it for most tasks. I believe I’ve broken the system on a few occasions, but that’s the cool part—I learn from those little mistakes. I don’t think I’ve completely 'riced' it out, but I’ve made it look how I want aesthetically.
Linux is teaching me how to really utilize my command line and honestly I love the navigation part of it being able to "CD" into certain directorys is pretty satisfying. Currently im trying to clean my whole directory or my files section becuase I just have so much random folders and files just scattered and im not really diggin that whole concept of it so pretty soon I will be doing a clense. With free time I have at work im doing little research on servers and just self hosting certain applications so I am able to get the hang of things with certain programs, I really want to get into NAS and just overall the whole premis around it and having my own jellyfin server is what intrests me the most.
Over the weekend I had the pleasure of really getting down to setup more into my home server. The Mini PC I have has about 256gb of internal storage and its running the whole thing which is hosting ZIMA OS. The cool thing is that I got my windows 11 pc to communicate with it via SAMBA file share so when I decided to test out saving a movie file to the jelly fin server it worked. So I uploaded my first film into the JellyFin server which was honestly not that hard I just made sure the saved movie file was directed towards my server. I used MAKEMKV for the blu-ray save this will be the tool I will be using for future rips the software is easy to use and makes the process feel super liminal.
My IT Specialist job has really came in clutch for this little project and it has gained me the knowledge to really understand my home network. I still want to run more tests and stuff there is so much to do with this whole project like creating that jellyfin server and pumping it with so much movies and shows. But I think the next goal is to really measure how much Storage I need so I am able to get away from "Apple ICloud".
Hobby lobby AI slop merchandise we moved the set up as of a outage. A weekend of slow internet eats at the soul other than that we are back online baby check out the new location.Still rocking the ZIMA OS server and this is such a cool little system I got going on here since its giving me some more practice with all of this so that is rad some techno shit my dude lol.Also still rocking that cachy OS on the t14 gen 1 honestly this is a good little rig I love itand will continue to test with cachy os its all so new still
