my sunday plan. March 22nd 2026 9:24am
March 22nd 2026
Soooo i woke up to some weird ass dreams but anyway excited for today we some things we are going to be doing today maybe Aubreys cousin is having some company over at her apartment to go swimming which sounds fun. Its already summer in az with the wild ass weather we are having but yeah we might be heading over for some swim time shes lives in scottsdale so he place is actually really nice but yeah gonna just mellow in to the day make some breakfast which im super stoked for. Bacon,Eggs,Hashbrowns and my wifes famous french toast man i am stoked for that she deff knows how to make some french toast its sooo good. Also im thinking of hitting up the vans store becuase I want some new vans Im going to go with the authentic black style they fit real nice with my aesthtic and will look good with my work uniform lol. Also Aubrey has been craving some ribs so were going to be enjoying that for dinner with a new little side dish she is going to make which is honey cornbread cant wait for all that sounds so good.
Carl Jung and his influence. Feb 27th 2026 6:03am
6:03am 27th of Feburary
Fell asleep to a documentry called "The Way of the Dream"| Marie-Louise Von Franz| A Jungian Documentry on Dreams and the Inner World" so ive always been fascinated with these studies and how they can really explain more about myself. I remember last night having these dreams and one stuck out to me.. I mean it seemed liked I was a in a setting of a construction site then at the end of that journey at the construction site a Woman told me to never stop learning about computers. So I know my dreams are deffinely trtying to tell me something it was the whole back story of this documentry on wha dreams really mean or what they interpret. Probally have so many typos but who ever is reading gets the idea lol I woke up at like 5:45am from these Dreams it had me startled just a little woke up as if i didnt get a lot of sleep but I just think its from yesterdays work moving heavy engines and being in that sun which is crazy that its already around 85 F in arizona in feburary lol. Made me a cup of coffee so its not that bad right now thinking of making some qwik breakfast but just realized no bacon and thats like my favorite breakfast item so ehhh. I think im moving on to CachyOS from PopOS thats been the daily for more than a year now so I think its time to move on and hopefully this weekend I have a little more time to catch up on some computer stuff I mean I need too but also its hard to figure out certain things but cannot not let it discourage me from progressing I mean yeah lol I think once I get in a rytham ill be fine but yeah lets continue its honestly quite fun I mean I just love the shit I do on the fucking computer and just everything around it. Love my taste in certain things as well Its just bleeds into other aspects of my life and I know other people can sense it and as time goes on I would like to save some of the archived shit and maybe write some shit down but yeah super good shit lol. Also on thought ya boy barley survived school thats the thing I wish I payed more attention to like the simple things like reading a fucking book or being able to have those basic english 101 skills... its never too late tho and will continue to learn buuttt as of now im installing the Cachy ISO on a usb and then this weekend ill expirement its about 6:27am need to get ready for fucking work and leave my house at about 7:00am to get thier before 8am there is a lot of traffic so i need to account for that but anyways laterrrrrrrrrr.
big work in progress at just a lot!!! Feb 24th, 2026
starting this entry at 5:38am...
Man my dreams have been hella wild lately its like they continue to keep becoming vivid its all after I stoped being high all the time anywho today im working for my father in law they have me on a task of taking apart a customers engine in the customers garage, will be going later this morning to pick up the needed supplies to complete the task. buuuuut yeah so bassicly I called off work at my main job in a sense to work with my father in law I mean the dude is paying me like $350 just to complete this task so honestly not a bad gig if i do say so myself. The completed week at francos Core will be a total of $700 and with me missin one day of work will bring down that total of about $560 which is okay becuase with that ontop of that totals to $910. It could be worse but honestly I need to keep focused and not be in my head all the time I mean I do wish I made more money for Aubrey and I but she knows what I truly want for us so its all not that bad. Its becoming more chill I guess idk I just honestly hope the city gives me this job for the desktop support role I just feel it could really work out.
The current vibe.
*leaves work at 7:am to get thier before 8am: Feb 23rd, 2026
Posted on: Feb 23rd *6:16am
Woke up from multiple dreams and just glad they are over with I did not like any of those horrible weird dreams lol just glad im awake now and just ready to get this day started also just read to get this day over with!
another week at francos core and lets just say im ready to make it a good one, better going into this then with no energy or thought. Just I really hope the city chooses me for this position I applied for Desktop support is something I can really sink my teeth in and just be comfortable with the matterial so again lets really hope I get chosen but anyways this blog system is pretty cool again.
Today's Brain Update: Feb 22, 2026
Posted on: February 22, 2026
Mexican candy brings back many memories but I think it brings me closer to 2009 like that was the year when it really blew up, well for me at least.The world seemed so much simpler back then I guess...I mean im always trying to put my mind there again and which I should stop and just maybe create better projections again at this point im rambling its not supposed to make sense but only to me. Lets fucking go its looking great so im just going to run with it : - ) So Im going to say that this weekend has been a very good one to say the least im not fucking hiding anything and not high so it feels okay I guess Its not worth getting high in theese moments. Currently working at the core yard and im thinking of hating it becuase im just not that good at it, everyone has thier knacks working with my father in law a few years back ya think I stay in the field but its just not working out. I know my calling stays in technology
